MAJOR AFFECT.

I take a glimpse at you...

As you engross yourself

In the virtual life of the net,

Seeming content,

Regardless of storms...

Your inner world begets,

And a voice inside says:

''I'm touched by you much."

And I smile in my quietude

At your posture, your silhouette,

Displayed on the wall lit: it's kept!

And your silky side of face,

Facing me bringing to mind

A certain innocence

Such endearing charm...

The moment projects.

And if I were to pass tomorrow

My last wish would be,

That the world could know you

As I do; and see,

I've had this life's good fortune

To love you indeed!

LAPTOPMANAIA!

I go to my laptop happy,

And come off, after some time, like a zombie.

I open her mouth all bright and fresh faced,

And come away disheveled and hardly awake.

Hypnotized by her mesmerizing way,

I check my emails replying most of the day ,

I scan the yahoo page to gain some news,

And scour the 'my space' passing through 'you tube.'

If I'm interrupted I look around blank,

Get slightly irritated should someone come with pranks.

That's how serious it gets, they were asking for help,

Yet she got jealous, giving my attention somewhere else.

I go to my laptop calm and happy,

And come off, after a long time, disheveled like a zombie,

Draining me of human warmth she creeps 'n' takes over,

Replacing it with her metallic soul, initiative goes asunder,

Dependence is what she needs to have, you cannot do....

without her... not ever.

I go to my laptop so calm and happy,

And come off, after so many hours, disheveled like a zombie.

CHARM.

"Hello Munchkin!"

She said with enthusiasm in a childlike way.

She had just awoken from a short sleep...

Taken whilst watching tv somewhere...

Between 9 and 10 after a long working day.

Frozen in time and space,

Her scintillating magic had been caught...

Bringing an endearing half-smile to my face,

Releasing those currents in feeling that love...

Constantly spills, ah! My amour, my little sport,

I watch, embracing the charm of her inner child,

Received with finesse in such feminine style,

I allow myself unquestionably... to gently fall,

And love... like a fountain comes flowing without

Any sign of hinderance in being sought.

THE FLOW.

Careless is my heart when in the throws of love,

Ill is caution when intimacy beckons,

And soire's of sweet caresses bring a sensitive flow

Of irresistible urges in passion to commence

Another chapter and verse with you...

For those annals of sentimental pastimes bathed in

Nostalgia's smooth laments.

NO LESS.

My attachment of value,

To what is appreciated,

Is enriched in each action,

perception,

Heartfelt conception,

Of everything about you,

To bring a simplistic view,

Emotions say and make

Understanding a personal

Desire to always remain

Without any doubt or question,

In that precious, fragile place,

Totally engrossed in love

And that place to be perpetual

In its existance,

Life with you can be no less,

Then being here loving all of you

Beyond life itself I confess,

Oh what a wonder to be caught

encased,

In the sprinkling of love's

Integrity emotively embraced.

THE JEALOUS SUN.

The sun shone jealously

Through the balcony doors,

In this time of summer's ending,

Essences abound affectionate clouds stimulate

And hum more,

While the gentle breeze welcomes the rise of

Autumn's face tenderly.

I look at your hair set in a pony tail,

As you potter in the kitchen speaking...

Emphatically to a friend on the mobile,

Your heart speaks in tones of a womanly child,

The face shows a mature innocence such beauty

in guile.

And as for your demeanor so loving,

Now teases my heart to reciprocate something

In a manner of a physical response which results

Quite spontaneously into affectionate hugging.

The sun shines jealously in my living room,

And the love for you at this moment is

Magnified without reason except being caught

In the majesty of this summer's perfume,

Magnified by the power of my love for you.

MY TWEEDIE PIE.

She's like a little tweedie pie.

When she's all sad her cheeks go cute and red

And her eyes go all big and blue...

With big crocodile tears rolling down her sad

looking face.

When she's happy she's like a big tweedie pie

Sunbeam,

And in her element of surprise her naivete...

Is like that of a giant sunflower molded with

The high intelligence of a sophisticated lady.

She's just like a tweedie pie. At least....

Sometimes.

PHASES OF MOODS.

Subsiding rain,

Caused ache to reign,

For no reason.

Never felt like this when I was a child

Or a youth,

Perhaps I was a naive, go lucky,

Pathetic fool,

But now I'm a man

I'm more of a fool,

Because the life I chose to live

Has less meaning in phases of moods.

Becareful!

Just because awareness of a person

May now have been proved,

Doesn't give one the excuse or right to

Abuse,

Children never realize they just say and

Do,

That's why as a man

I'm more of a fool,

Primary examples of living are set by

Children both kids and in youth.

IN THE HANDS OF CIRCUMSTANCE.

Assembling what I call a building block,

To gain easy access to a coping stock,

Energy is used on mundane woe,

To the insatiable index of debts I owe,

A passing phase that seems to last a

Long time,

That's a constant irritation in the back

Of my mind,

Maybe irrigation has wetted the seeds

To grow,

In a destiny of torment that suffering

knows,

Of the after effects the acts of society

And circumstance that has diagnosed,

My being forced into adapting no

Choice in the say for happiness to flow.

THE EVERYDAY FORUM, LIFE.

Living powerfully empowered by love

Loving powerfully inspired by life

Being is the creative expression of truth,

Love and light which enforces inner peace,

Being authentic within, through straight

Action, true to word and deed breeds integrity,

Possibilities are endless as past issues cease

Interpretations and stories are just that...

When expressing childhood scenes of hurt

And pain shaping a lifelong personal trait,

Perpetuating a deep rooted need,

Feeding an underlying notion of 'looking good,'

Cultured by humiliation, ridicule, rejection...

Being misunderstood,

Embarrassment or shame, self preservation says

Keep safe, keep hidden procrastinate in coming

clean, keep one's face covered by the hood,

And so, after all that may have been achieved...

'The way it is'

The cold acceptance, leaves the heart unfulfilled,

Living, sensing something's missing, 'without peace

being instilled,'

Potentially swallowing a personal faust in spiritual ill,

For not loving life you live each day,

Not leaving the past where it belongs in its rightful

place,

Puts the future firmly into the present thinking state.

Out in the world there's an educational force designed

To transform, enhance possibility and put one straight,

It has proved that living without underlying peace really

doesn't have to be that way!

KEEP GOING STRONG!

Keep the zest in you forever strong,

For inside every right you'll find

The seed for every wrong,

And in all sadness there comes a

Joyous day,

You know full well when there's so

Much heartache hell wants you to

pay,

But if you choose to see through all

your tears,

To look up again and create new

Horizons for your future years,

Then time shall sail with space for

you to heal,

Until you're well and on the mend

From pain's wrath you conceal,

Then you'll come fighting stronger

than before,

Your talents soaring soaked in gold

No-one can ignore,

If it helps to say to you, hurt in time

Will fade,

The sun will soon come shining

Through, down on you dear Jade.

SO WHAT ARE YOU WORRIED ABOUT?

An empty vessel...

Full of nerves and bones,

Latching on to the dull side...

A brain full of woe,

Show me something interesting

And I'll let you know...

That, an empty shell of no importance

Is where I seem to go.

At this moment there's mud sliding over

My hide,

Every step there's a pot hole...

Smooth isn't the way of life,

Do you want to join me...

In a dirge that's so rife?

Offering a groan in my spirit...

Slowly burying myself in my mind,

'til a complexion of insignificance...

Puts myself and all that I am and...

Worked for, totally out of sight!

QUIETLY YOU SUFFER.

Don't suffer in silence little one,

Reality may taunt you

With nowhere to run,

You crave for the safety and

Warmth from loved ones,

But immersed in their ignorance

Your devotion's been numbed,

Don't suffer in silence little one,

Reality's taken hold...

Forcing you to look up,

At a tainted picture of the world

As it is,

You try to find shelter on some

Make-believe ship,

And cast yourself away to a

Fairy-tale land,

Where you're the ruler in a

Kingdom where dream images...

Command...

For you to live always embracing

The fruits of all you need, want

And can have,

Alone you bathe saturating your

Wiles in a lone innocent stance,

No-one but heaven knows and...

Would ever understand.

Don't suffer in silence little one,

Alone, may be your fortress...

Loneliness may be your garden,

Still the winds of life watch over you

No matter how experiences come,

Something out of the mist will show...

and will bring forth the sun,

And light up all you can achieve...

Then you'll never have to run,

Back to the place you know so well...

To the forest of the fairy charmed!

WHAT MY EYES SEE (1).

What is important to you?

Power, prestige, position

Or status.

Wealth, prosperity, fame

Or success,

Self worth, high esteem

Purpose or greatness,

A house, a home, marriage

Or aloneness,

What is important to you?

Impressions, projection or

Secular accumulations,

Achievements, attainments

For reputable acquisitions,

Your look, your body, Your

age giving confidence,

through plastic appliance,

Being attracted to the opposite sex.

What is important to you?

Security, family, national

Or cultural identity,

Romance, affection, friendship

Relationship intentions,

Religious life mission,

Community living, virtuous visions,

love of world; vocation,

Humanitarianism.

What is important to you?

Your children, their happiness

Or just their existance,

Simplicity, complexity,

Spirituality, intellectual dexterity,

And scientific modality,

Joy, happiness, peace and serenity,

With enmity and amnesty as...

Foundations to destiny.

What is important to you?

The question does not exempt anyone

because every one will have an answer

to the question.

When one truly cannot find an answer

Maybe the importance to that person

Resides in the embrace in just being

And has an acute authentic quality of...

attitude to all life known!

IF, IN DESCENT OF SORROW.

If I'm going to have sorrow in my life:

Let it be that I may be filled full with

Universal joy, at least for a moment.

If I'm going to have sorrow in my life:

Let it be that I may attain all possible

Auspicious, fortuitous, prosperous...

Fruits that the universe can bestow.

If I'm going to have sorrow in my life:

Let it be that I may see the day when

Everyone I care about and everyone

I know, acquaintances and those whom

I don't know may at some point in their

Lives, be happy, rich (spiritually, mentally

Or otherwise), healthy, abundantly strong.

If I'm going to have sorrow in my life:

Let it be that the sorrow I bear, leads me

Onto the path where the light of untold

Splendour perpetually shines!